2009-02-16 - 12:14 a.m.

Met up with xiaomei for lunch today. And coincidentally saw Si Jing and Choon Wei who just stepped out of SAFRA after lunch while I was walking out to take bus. Fate. Last time saw them at Novena coincidentally as well. And today, if i were to end shift at 1pm then I guess I wouldn't see them already. Ha. It was nice chatting with my pretty xiaomei, I was quite pleased with my response, haha. I wanted to chat more with xiaomei, but I thought I should go back do my assignment and project. Sigh. But recess week is coming, so maybe we will meet again soon! And xiaomei, thanks for the present!

So I was supposed to go home, but I went to Valerie's house. Touched piano again, playing the same old tune, An Jing's "opening theme". That is the only tune I remember, because Phoebe put in a lot of effort to teach me. Valerie is sick, hope she will get well soon.

End up I did nothing, yet I feel sleepy and tired. Oh man. Is this what a student with CAP 2.7 should do?! I hate to be lazy, but I am lazy. And I seriously lack time management and planning. Something has to be done. 21-years-old, and I am responsible for my own actions. I can't be so affected by other things. I can't always feel like a failure. I need to push myself more and further.

我算是会认命、而且蛮相信缘份的一个人。偶尔痴心妄想一下之后，又会被现实给打醒。

今天没有看到他。怎样都看不到，怎样也找不到。这样也够明显了吧？我还想什么呢？我是傻了疯了才会那样做。应该清醒一下了。看看桌子堆的，电脑里堆的东西...这种事情，那没有轮到你呢。

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